Why is this blog called Queen Adeline? Am I just pompous? Or feel above my fellow human?
No. On September 15th, 2013 I turned 40 years old, and on that day I crowned myself Queen Adeline and bought this beautiful ring for myself.
I realized for the first time in my life, that I am whole and complete! I didn't need another person to "complete me". I was not half of a circle looking for my other half. Nor was I Yin looking for Yang!
I am both Masculine and Feminine.
In that moment I had an awakened moment. I accepted all that had happened and surrendered to what was coming. I was able to be present and curious. I was accepting and allowing.
My birthday party was incredible! 130+ friends on the rooftop if Beverly Hills with perfect weather and my favorite live singer Laila at the mic. But much much deeper than the pretty dresses and honoring evening - I made the determination that not only am I completely responsible for myself, but I am also 100% capable of handling my life.
That fear was not real. That regret was destructive. That there was no controlling or predicting life. That all that happened was always perfect.
So I crowned myself - because this life and my experience of it is my domain, my kingdom. Only I rule how I feel.
So there a new connection was formed between the physical and human Adeline (ego) and the formless soul - Queen Adeline (egoless). And I love them both deeply. But the Queen rules this kingdom.